Time to Bring it to life!

Back Again. =D

Oh well..I guess..its time to bring this blog back to life again!! Hahaha..I dunno how long can I keep this promise..Maybe a week or two? Hopefully bah..Coz i don't tink got so much stuff to blog everyday neh. Oh well..Lets start my first post after months!

Now its like 1am? I don't know..Im just feeling all pissed off after attempting to master the "Planetarium" piano piece. It has 6 pages. I took a whole afternoon and NIGHT to try play a freaking page..But..BUT....The result didn't come out as nice as it supposed to be. Broken melodys..Not smooth..NOT listenable. So I had to plug-in the headphones to my Electone and emo-ly practice myself. I hope i can get this done by tomorrow though. At least page 1. Felt like a failure -.-" considering e notes are not really difficult to play. I don't know whether did i regret leaving the music school when i was 12 just because i failed my music test. Maybe i would play better if i had stay on. But..im more of a casual player. I can't practically go to a music school to learn rappoture and chords every week! Well..thats what i though music school does..rappoture and chords playing every week..then every year theres a stupid grade test which u pay so much for. Although i think printing out scores that i like and play it at my own pace suits me more, i don't think i've the skills to maintain that hobby. Like this piece for example. I knowwwww its really easy to play..Some how i couldn't get the melody off the keyboard. Its infuriating. If u're in my shoes that is.

Baby Zii is busy watching her korean dramas..Too busy to bother about me..haha..and suddenly i kinda lost my interest in Online games. Thats a good sign i guess? However..Guess im still gonna play Audition since its more of like a distressing game? I mean..not really..jus hear e music and distress lor..Cabal i would play..but..i mean now e maps also kinda limited.All those people maxing cap level no meaning de..I hope i don't get hooked onto some game again.Cabal is playable..but i doubt im gonna grind(Train) hard for that game.As i said..lost interest! Hah..i guess there is always comes to a point where u play so much until u get sick of it and have no mood to play games anymore even though its..fun? Like..U eat too much sweets but u get sick of it even though u love'em alot! I guess its kinda happening to me now. Hah..Addiction subsided! Hurray!

Prolly able to do better this year and I MUST. 2.04 GPA really sucks i know. Doubt i can make it to uni too. Anyways, i got in to my course Business Administration (Logistics and Supply Chain Management) Hoh..Longgg one :D Aww..Kinda sad though. I am going year 2. Splitting of classes, breaking contact with classmates, a year older..whatever u call it. Hmm..Sadly only Charlene has to split from us in our ColdFever grp. Stay in contact leh Charlene~! lol..pangseh kia :D no lah..joking =x

I just realised that my contact list is super busy. *sigh* is there anyone who wanna talk to me? Lol. Its really boring. But i wont game FOR SURE :D Hmm..tonite i guess gonna b e 1st nite not able to talk to Baby Zii on the fone. Dunno what is she doing =\ Still hooked on her KDramas..aww..