Hais..today is a normal holiday day. Woke up the usual 10-11am then i went downstairs to eat then i used the comp. Well..i jus started using skype coz zii asked me to. Hahaha..well true..its much smoother for the webcam and the voice is less lag. At least it matches the mouth. So..well arnd 3-4pm i can't remember the time we went to east coast park to cycle.
I kept pushing myself..I kept on pedaling then when we went e underground got off my bike jus push the bike down to e underpass n jus ran wif e bike..quickly pushed it up then got on n start cycling kept doin that till we reached the east coast lagoon to get a drink..I dunno it jus feels a good way to distress. Felt so much better. The eastern breeze blew across..makes u feel calm? Jus kinda like tingles the body n clam e nerves. Then i jus enjoyed e breeze while sipping on my coconut. Jus had some thoughts running thru my mind..but wasn't worried or anything jus felt so carefree la. I wish i can do that more often.
Oh well..after that i went to my cousin's hse for dinner..then when i went home i asked my dad wat time r we setting off for tomorrow. Then he said go where. Then when i said kl he said no. I was so pissed? Coz after so much prompting n after so much delay say he waiting for this..considering for that he told me hes not. It jus totally..made me angry la. Hais..i dunno now i can't carry out my bdae as i planned. Im totally totally disappointed? I dunno..i jus wanna like go out with Zii in KL..its like..i've been looking forward to it..we got everything planned and my dad jus HAD to ruin it. If he gav me a definite answer mayb i could've asked someone else. Even though they will tell me cannot..at least i managed to ask other ppl n try..now i can't even ask anyone.. Hais..i doubt no one is feeling as pissed as how i felt now. I dunno..i jus feel so alone again. The feeling of being alone really sucks.
I jus wanna cycle along the beach at nite with a company of friends. It will feel so much better. Im feeling so down right now. All i need now is company..No one is there..i wanna go to the beach right now n scream my lungs out. .No one understands..No body is there..
I kept pushing myself..I kept on pedaling then when we went e underground got off my bike jus push the bike down to e underpass n jus ran wif e bike..quickly pushed it up then got on n start cycling kept doin that till we reached the east coast lagoon to get a drink..I dunno it jus feels a good way to distress. Felt so much better. The eastern breeze blew across..makes u feel calm? Jus kinda like tingles the body n clam e nerves. Then i jus enjoyed e breeze while sipping on my coconut. Jus had some thoughts running thru my mind..but wasn't worried or anything jus felt so carefree la. I wish i can do that more often.
Oh well..after that i went to my cousin's hse for dinner..then when i went home i asked my dad wat time r we setting off for tomorrow. Then he said go where. Then when i said kl he said no. I was so pissed? Coz after so much prompting n after so much delay say he waiting for this..considering for that he told me hes not. It jus totally..made me angry la. Hais..i dunno now i can't carry out my bdae as i planned. Im totally totally disappointed? I dunno..i jus wanna like go out with Zii in KL..its like..i've been looking forward to it..we got everything planned and my dad jus HAD to ruin it. If he gav me a definite answer mayb i could've asked someone else. Even though they will tell me cannot..at least i managed to ask other ppl n try..now i can't even ask anyone.. Hais..i doubt no one is feeling as pissed as how i felt now. I dunno..i jus feel so alone again. The feeling of being alone really sucks.
I jus wanna cycle along the beach at nite with a company of friends. It will feel so much better. Im feeling so down right now. All i need now is company..No one is there..i wanna go to the beach right now n scream my lungs out. .No one understands..No body is there..
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