Rest Well, Mr.Samik...

Rest Well, Mr. Samik...

Today damped my mood. It happened again..Now twice this year. WHATS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?! As I was swimming alone by the pool just now...the matter settles into me.

You know..if I had the chance to actually talk to him..i would probably say something like.."Hey Mr Samik, i would really say that u're a really caring and friendly teacher. You know..although u have that strong accent which makes us really really hard to understand you, I really wanna thank you a ton for sacrificing ur break and changing our lesson during ur break time so as we need not wake up so early every monday morning. Thank you for being a wonderful teacher..." Well..I will never have the chance to say it anymore. I don't understand...Why is that moment of folly that u chose so lethal? Was it necessary? I shan't think too much..but...if u saw how ur students from e classes u taught had that shocked in awe look when they heard about the news, Im sure u would continue teaching us...

I was thinking of skipping ur tutorial on Monday morning, when u wanted to put a make up lesson at 8am..so we'll see 4 hours of you...But...I sure miss that last 4 hours u stood among us in the class that very Monday.

Don't get me wrong, I was numbed and shocked stiff when i heard about the news too...but, laughing wasn't mockery at that time..at the moment..i was confused..and im not sure how to react. I totally stoned when i heard that you actually took that lethal leap. A reckon, a few of us..are already numbed by the previous incident. N u impacted us with another of your own. Moreover, u also, like him, took the lethal leap.

Mr Samik, why did u give up on urself? You know, Kay said, when u did that..is as though u have given up on us,ur students, as well...Anyway...Whereever u maybe now, I only can give u my utmost blessings...

In Loving Memory of Our Wonderful FM Tutor, Mr. Samik. [21 Nov 2008]

i had to chill myself off somewhere after that..well...i went thru retail therapy..i shan't talk about it now..probably in the next post.

dammit..this totally SUCKS BIG TIME.