Agony

Agony

i didn't really want to find a problem. But the fact is, it had always been a problem just that i didn't say it out. i know that it'll be unhappy for the both parties. but im not feeling very good myself either. yes im irritating. im fucked up.

did you feel how i felt whenever something happens. u didn't really ask how i felt. whatever i do, there wasn't a thanks or a sign of appreciation. i breaks my heart to feel whatever i've done goes unappreciated. but nevertheless, i still do it without complaints. it totally sucks to see you treating another person in a different and better light who is facing the simliar situation that i've faced before. Yes, im jealous. but do u bother. when im unhappy. do you ask. do you care. why when others is unhappy u try to cheer them up while u just left me to be. i want to be different, but not in this way.

i know whatever i said today has its consequences. but where is my outlet to shout out on? where or WHOM i can even turn to?

i know you'll be pissed. but please. can you put urself into my shoes. and consider how LOST and REJECTED will you have felt? Im not asking for much. i just want something that everyone would do for the other.

ya i'm fucked up. i agree. im an idiot. thumbs up to the loser who is unappreciated where ever i go.