Book out

Book out book out day~

Hi all! Thanks baby for trying to keep my blog alive! Muacks.

Well. im sooo darn happy cause i managed to survive thru this two weeks with only some scratches and bites from insects! And i've become very tan now. But this won't be the max yet. There is still another 15weeks to go, 15 weeks more to train, be fit, get more tan and protect my family, my loved ones and my baby!

Training is intense needless to say. But I'm pushing myself to the limits. When i felt i couldn't run anymore, i told myself..and imagined..my mom..dad...my baby sitting at the grand stand watching me. "Would they want to see me give up?" Then i just pushed myself on.

My knees ached from day 5 onwards. Till now still. Counter rub doesn't seem to help. But who cares! Just kept going till my knees went numb. But I felt satisfied as I've managed to go through the whole run without falling out.

This two weeks, have been a big change for me. I'm no longer a civilian. But a soldier to be. To protect and train. I've already have a goal in mind. But I can't disclose it out here in public. Haha..Sorry guys!

The past 5 days before book out. There was a sudden plague of virus. Many were falling sick and falling out of training. Some mommy boy complained blister and pulled out. HA! My whole body aching and i still went thru. Oh well, who cares..its their lost!

Then we had a 3km route march under the heavy rain. The next day, many fell sick. I almost felt feverish, but i told myself i can't give up. I tried to maintain my body condition. In the end, my platoon, 61 men, was down to a pathetic 35! Can you believe it?! Hahaha..well, after this incident, the 35 of us were considered the sorta..."elite" troops. Haha..But i didn't felt elite at all, cause i'm still not fit enough!

Hopefully, when i rebook-in, i'll be fresh and ready for more training!

Book out time
The routine to book out was super troublesome! But it was worth it. Because of SOME sections, our platoon morale was super low. As much as i tried to keep it high, it didn't work. So boring!

Did checks and i reach PR interchange at 1900! Met my baby who was busy waiting for bus before that. She couldn't spot me cause i was hiding! =x Heh... Q came after that, then we walked to Ehub! to meet the rest of the cliques. Had the KFC Ole ole meal. Wooty! Craves~

But i felt so bloated after that. My appetite totally like...shrank!

Spent some time with baby..jus talked..we couldn't hold hands, kiss or hug cause i am in my army uni! Aww.. But i felt so happy seeing my baby. I couldn't text her much cause my phone batt cocked up and i lost my batt like in a snap!

I'll be seeing my baby tomorrow! happy ^^

Rest assured baby, that metal ID tag, will never go into my mouth. It'll always be around my neck like how close you are in my heart. Love you.

I know every single word
you said
is what your heart
is telling you
I'll treasure
every moment with you
And never let you go.