Surpress

Surpress

I was at home the whole day, far too long.. too depressing. I surpressed everything thinking i could be normal and fine...but it all bounces out and it all came crashing down on me like a landslide and im buried underneath.

Sigh....these whole week, although it always happened. But this week...i felt..especially..not needed. Sigh..which made me very depressed.

I totally depressed myself.

Im going to see doctor tomorrow morning. I just coughed out blood. Theres still blood taste in my mouth.