Flashback.

FlashBack

It all just hits me back like a rubber band.
I just come back from tuition.

Day 435.
I still remember your smiles.
When u hide behind the wall.
When you walk towards me.
Your grumpy face.
Your teary eyes.

Maybe for some reason. I just cant accept some of your short tempered bursts.
I was in the bus, on the way home. When i realize. Thinking that trying to be stern with you would change your attitude.

But maybe, is cause you are what you are. That's why i set my eyes upon you.
While walking, i was thinking all the things I've done, sacrificed, gave up. I felt worth it. I don't complain.
Maybe is this mindset of wanting you to change. Cause so much damage between both of us.

I did not ignore the fact that i see you're in pain and suffering. Neither did i feel good about it.
When i do look thru all those. I feel hurt. But i told myself, "don't give in, maybe she'll change."

I held back.
I watched from afar.
Seeing you tear.
Is the last thing i want to see when my eyes close.

All i can say is. I'm sorry.

If you can't take it any longer,
just tell me if you can't.
If you so badly want to,
I will help you say it.
It'll be better than staying by my side,
seeing tear drops in your eyes.

If you really don't believe in 3673837 anymore.
Here is a eraser. It'll be able to erase of anything.
As for me,
I'll leave it as it is in my book.

"爱一个人,
要爱就要爱她的全部,
她的优点和 缺点.
对我来说这才是真正的爱.
爱一个人会无条件的为她负出,
只要她快乐"

Sorry BB, I've failed.